Why Letters to God?

I've been writing letters to God for as long as I can remember.  Some of them have found their way into the book, but most of them have been lost or discarded along the way.  What are they?  Words on a page or a computer screen.  Like the larger text of the book they are freeform, but there is a bit more direction to them. My letters to God are usually observations about the world in conflict - and the clash of ideas and faiths that is the world of religion.  Some of them are prayers, some of them are examinations of scripture or doctrine.  Like anything I write, they are spurious, dashed off, unedited.  When I write letters to people, I address them to the intended victim.  When I write letters to God, I address them to God in the best way I know how, and that is by keeping the intention for God to hear these thoughts in my mind as I type them. In and of themselves they have no importance.  To me their importance is paramount because I hope someday to find the gift of faith.  So far it eludes me, and I am confused by what I see people of faith doing in the world.  Hopefully someday I will be granted understanding.  Until then I can only guess, theorize, plead, beg, hope, play and love what I am doing enough to keep doing it.  At the very least they entertain my mind as I write them.  At best I can hope that someone else may find enjoyment here and that maybe in sharing some of my questions and observations perhaps assist me in getting some answers of my own.